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no respite nor company
no routing clues or refuge
no source no destination
no tracks no guiding light
no mentor no tradition
no wilderness but man-made threats
no allies no support
no comrades no supplies
no adversaries except blood relations
no contact for a soothing touch
no mirror gaze no rubbing home
no grating questions in your voice
no voice no cry no measured sound
no history for our senses
anymore or less the same
--
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I'm your brainy pig, crude in silence
Nothing else
Sunk in useless knowledge: ENajenaDO
(Between one big love & another
your strength turned
the trick of owning my bluff
in a mirror of shameless burn)
Miss you every day of my so-called life
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ALL YOU MOB
sinking weight shaping tracks in Mama soil
for random fading heartbeats
beyond your last breath
have a profile arc of life that may glow
against mine own weightless fog of words
all echoes muted, shut down & up
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run down roll struck out of excuses
for sticking around
I'll hit my teen-snicker age unstuck
out of imagination that cherished
life as a synonym for exhaustion
has not run its course
a shrunken constellation
of conditions beyond
a narrower memory fit to breathe
midsummer shows the dry dark path
circling to lock in
OLD FUELS DIE HARD
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